Tuesday, September 2, 2008

I have a theme.

Sometimes circumstances whirl out of control and there is noting to do but watch as your life becomes fodder in a tornado. Last week was like that. I was the little Dutch boy that kept the entire dam from exploding by sticking his little finger in the hole. And events in my life not caused by anyone just the culmination of EVERYTHING, caused the entire dam to explode. It was a rough week all around. There are many things that I could wrongfully blame it on. Those of you who know me know the circumstances in detail.

I thank every one of you who lent me support in my time of need; (even those anonymous ones). I wish to assure you that in fact I have withdrawn my white towel of uncertainty and I am writing again. Not only have I written over 8,000 words this weekend. I have also found a serious online critique group which is just what I needed. (hi guys) Everything that happened last week led me to where I am this week and I am better for it.

I heard a song Thursday that I have adopted as my theme it is by Natalie Grant I think; the title is:

“I Will Not Be Moved.”

The song touched me deeply and whenever I have rough days I will try to remember that the adversary is trying to discourage me and that I need to say to him.

“I Will Not Be Moved.”

I am a writer and I have a message that needs to be heard.


Stephanie Humphreys said...

Glad to see you're still with us. Write on...

Shanna Blythe said...

So happy to hear this! I'm glad you are feeling hope again and like writing. We love you!!

Cathy Witbeck said...

I think everybody needs a little motivation. I'm glad you found something to give yourself a boost. Remember we're behind you too.

Laurel said...

Mom I am proud of you! I am so glad that you realized that it was nothing and that you just needed some cool down time!

K now that I am finished praising you, I am going to gloat:

HAHAHAHA I TOLD YOU SO!!!!!!! BOTH YOU AND I KNEW THAT YOU WEREN'T FINISHED :) hehehehehehehehe I love you to death!!!!!!!!